I guess I just don't get it. I'm feeling betrayed and abandoned as reality sets in.
I used to think I had many good friends and several people who loved me.
I now realize such a sense of being cherished and accepted was a lie, a figment of my pathetic imagination. Thankfully, I am convinced my wife was also deceived and therefore not complicitous in this 38-year ruse. The jury is still out on my parents, the facts concerning their knowledge have not been established at the time of this posting.
Why has no one introduced me to Nutella before now?
On one hand I am exuberant to have been introduced to Nutella very recently. On the other hand, the fact that so many have known me and known of Nutella, but have failed to introduce me earlier, makes me question the authenticity of almost all my earthly relationships.
Why people? Why?
Please, no token apologies. It's too late.